Thursday, June 01, 2006
i know i have talked much about my mum but i'm still gonana talk about her in this entry. JUST HOW MANY TIMES MUCH SHE TALK ABOUT THE REHEARSAL?? I MEAN COME ON LA. FOR FUCK YOU WANT TO KEEP STRESSING ME ABOUT THE REHEARSAL?? IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE FOR US DURING THE REHEARSAL ITSELF, THEN YOU DONT COME AND TALK SO MUCH OKAYY?? YOU THINK VERY EASY ISIT?? YOU DONT KNOW HOW TIRED AND HOW HARD IT IS. YOU DONT KNWO ANYTHING!! AND EVERYDAY I COME HOME. YOU START YOUR NAGGING AGAIN ANF AGAIN. COME ON LA. YOU DONT SEE ME GOING FOR REHEARSAL DOESNT MEANS THAT I NEVER GO RIGHT?? YOU DONT SEE ME PRACTISING IT AT HOME DOESNT MEANS THAT I DONT CARE RIGHT?? WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS JUMP INTO CONCLUSION?? MAY I KNOW?? I DONT LIKE YOU OKAYY. YOU ARE NOT LIKE THAT. YOU USED TO BE VERY UNDERSTANDING AND WON'T DO THINGS THAT YOU DO NOW. YOU SAID THAT I'VE CHANGED. WHAT ABOUT YOU THEN?? I'M VERY VERY SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE LIKE THIS OKAYY. WHY MUST I BE SO CONCIOUS ABOUT THINGS THAT I SAY NOW?? WHY IS IT THAT I CANT TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS WITH YOU ANYMORE?? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME?? I HATE SPEAKING OF YOU LIKE THIS BUT YOU HAVE BECAME SOMEONE I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND. IT SEEMS LIKE WHATEVER I DO WILL MAKE YOU ANGRY. I NOLONGER KNOW WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE YOU FEEL PLEASE. NOT ANYMORE. THE REASON WHY I AM ALWAYS OUT IS BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO QUARREL ANYMORE AND I DONT LIKE IT WHEN YOU VENT YOUR ANGER ON ME. nicole farted at